that I am so thankful and blessed to have my children. I just can't imagine my world without them nor do I like to. I woke up this morning having a bad dream that something horrible happened to Chase. It felt so real that I cried on Danny after I woke up. I then went into Chase's room and he noticed me and I was so glad because all I wanted to do was hug him. I just sat there at the end of his bed and hugged and hugged and hugged him. It was a great moment. He was a little groggy from just waking up and just sat there in my arms. Usually he wiggles and it is hard to truly enjoy it. Not this morning! I am just thankful that it was a dream and that I was able to wake up from it.
I have two dear friends who have lost a child and I thought about them a lot today. My heart ached so much when I thought Chase was gone and it was just a dream. I can't imagine it not being a dream. I felt sick to my stomach like I was going to throw up. I now got a glimpse of what they feel everyday except they aren't lucky enough to wake up from their bad dream. I just want both of them to know that I am so sorry that they are going through the things that they are going through. If they ever need to talk, I'm here!
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